As a total slave to opinion I have to put this link here:
But what the fuck do those guys know?
Absolutely fuckin nothing - that's what. This link makes my blog stronger for no other reason than I bothered to have it here.
Does that make this place any better? No - obviously not. I'm popular simply because I choose to be popular. I chose to make myself accessible to the masses.
But don't mistake my want of accessibility for respect...
...I still hate most of you more than you can imagine.
It's lonely down here. What purpose can a paragraph find at the nigh-bottom of this blog? Should I be humorous? Informative? Why am I here? I wish I was that other paragraph above the calendar. Oh the wonderful things I could do from up there...
i avoid following my dreams. i just sort of meander about them. i think following them, all the time, would just be kinda creepy.
my dreams and i mix in the same circles. we hang out at the same clubs. know the same crowds. we recognize each other on sight, but not
necessarily by name.
if i see my dreams at a party i don't always say 'hello', but i'll
give an acknowledging nod and go about my evening. safe in the
knowledge that they're still out there.
spinning in similar circles.
sharing the same scene.
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what's my Age again?
do you think any of them saw the end of their Age coming?
the Vikings? the Elizabethans? the Beats?
do you think they woke up one morning and said: "yeah, that was a good Age but I'm glad it's finally over - what's next?"
i really don't think they did.
and i have the sneaking suspicion that we didn't either.
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Monday, August 24, 2009
happy birthday dearest
all i do is miss you.as i hang out with these strangers, tidal relationships in various states of rise and decline,in this life constructed by decisions made in haste or not at all -i just miss you.
i do not wish you were here.i imagine your life MUST be better anywhere else,with anyone else,as far away from all of this as possible.on the best days and the worst - i'm glad you made it out.
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Wednesday, August 12, 2009
360
you are a perfect five stars. you're two thumbs up. visually
stunning, well written and perfectly performed. if you were a movie
you'd be the empire strikes back, the godfather 2 and citizen kane, all
rolled into one.
they say there is no accounting for taste,
but i AM a muthafuckin' taste accountant. i literally get PAID for my
opinion and mine, of you, could not be higher.
you define the scale. everything else in this world falls somewhere between nothing and you.
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Friday, August 07, 2009
hello
i've been busy. doing a little professional writing, which is nice and gratifying. i've also been plugging away at my own stuff - a gothic romance novella tentatively titled 'Scarecrow and the Adamantine Heart', and a few scripts here and there.
the 5am challenge below relates, in a purely thematic way, to the novella. it's also a running daily deadline project and a homage to some amazing people in my life. and it's a bit of fun too i guess. i'll post highlights here.
although i do have to remind people that i do not fall in love. i do not, do not, do NOT fall in love. i do not fall in love, anymore.
how've you been?
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365
(ah, the things written at 5am the wild challenges made in the spoiled electric light betwixt pillow and dawn)
for the next year i am going to tell you how magnificent you are in three hundred and sixty five completely unique ways not to make you fall in love but simply because i think someone should and in both language and courage i find i am able
and because it incenses me that someone as incredible as you could ever imagine that a single day passed where you were not appreciated for all the wonderful ways you make this world an infinitely better place
(that's one...)
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Monday, April 20, 2009
what to make if there is no mood?
light of the
situation, perhaps? gurney halleck said [mood is] "a thing for cattle and love
play"; but I always had my suspicions about his association of the two.
i see writing as a vector - requiring both direction and magnitude.
without a prevailing mood we are but flotsam in the doldrums of
creativity, ineffectually sculling circles with stunted intellectual
paddles.
we need to be caught up in exhaltant tradewinds. to be dragged
under by treacherous currents of depression. gale force anger. a
tsunami of paranoia.
all the genius in the world wont get you anywhere without the want
for, or the need to get away from: 'something' (anything!). to be drawn to, or pursued
by: love; lust; fear or desperation.
what to make if there is no mood? a pointless rant about moods themselves apparently.
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Sunday, April 12, 2009
sally
we don't fall in love love falls in us and it goes straight through like yesterday's pasta aubergine love is like fibre it helps us pass time
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Tuesday, April 07, 2009
blasphemous
she says she just wants to kiss me, because her religion forbids it.
and i can't help but think...
...what else does her religion forbid?
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Tuesday, September 30, 2008
hans christian redux
so i just saw this lame storybook thing on teevee about the ugly duckling and i thought: i'm not gonna read that shit to my kids!
i'm going to tell them the story of the hairy four legged duckling that got mercilessly teased by its peers, but then grew up into a wolf and ate all those bitches up, before savagely mauling its mentally retarded cub-napping parents to death.
yeah, i'm bored.
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